MY GOTU-KOLA INTERVIEW DIARY pt.2



I was glad of a punnet of firm Strawberries 🍓 and some dark chocolate 🍫 embedded with hazelnuts.

“So, what’s new with you on this journey of GOTU-KOLA...did the dizziness happen again?”

“Yes!”

“Really?”

“Yes!”

“How so...how many capsules did you take this time?”

“One”
“What, only the one? How come you still got dizzy? Describe the dizziness?”
“ I just thought i’d top up. I struggle with motivation at times, even when motivated...by that i mean i have struggled with having enough energy”
“OK....so when did you get dizzy straight after popping the capsule?’
“No, I don’t think so maybe about 12 to 24 hours after”
“ OK, and that felt like what exactly...describe the onset?”
“I sleep low down not on a bed but on the floor. I noticed it whilst trying to get up from the floor once my head down, or again if I am lying down moving from side to side.”

“How did you steady or ground yourself?”

“That is why I wanted to get back on here for another session. Because I was so fascinated by what I discovered.”
“How long was your episode of dizziness?”
“It seemed to last for about 48 hours. I felt nausea, and felt like the tubes of my brain 🧠 were empty but inflated, and swaying all of the place.”
“Swaying...explain that?”
“I honestly felt like a detachment, and movement all at the same time as a whirling. I began drinking water because I needed to get things done. But, even after water this was the morning after taking the capsule. I still felt woozy. Hungry, I made a plate of salmon, egg, and wilted spinach, had that with some Coarse bulga wheat.”
“So, what changed?”
“I literally felt what felt like the salmon going directly to my brain. I felt like my brain just sucked the salmon up and became steady again. To be honest after that meal I have not had a dizzy spell!”
“Honest to God...nothing?”
“That’s the way the dizziness went away, and I felt great after that. Even if I bent down my head would spin having taken the herb.”
“So, the brain and belly are directly linked, how are doing getting back on your feet, and back to work?”
“Grateful, is the first thing I am doing. Did find it strange that on the day I returned to what I had been doing, that I was contacted by email by the person who had scammed me back in 2022.”
“What?”

“Yeah”

“Do you think that was meant to be a threat?”
“I do not know what it was supposed to be or mean?”

“But, you found your way out of dizzy spells?”
“Seemly so.”
“Do you still feel as dull?”
“No, but i still have other findings to find...”
“Which are?”
“How a specific location can still affect my energy?”

“Fighting with it again were you?”
Natural Flowism 

A Freedom of Being!
#laviniadeayr 

@naturalflowismstudios




Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A Conversation about experiences behind Learning how to Write a One Page Miracle!

How have you been, Lavinia? Still putting vegan mayo  on Chicken Breast, and Vegan Block Butter  Naturali' on everything else like Bulgar Wheat and Salmon with Greens and Seasoning herbs like: Curries, Coriander powdered Spices, all of which I absolutely love. You know when it feels like every mouthful of food literally prays for you as you eat it...I am so thankful and gratefully blessed to be able to have and share that experience. ^ Ok...but are you ok? The only way i can answer that truthfully right now is... I woke up on the banks...hillside pyramids of what looked like the Serengeti I rolled onto my right side to see a she lion beside me paw bent and in the air as she partially lay in her back Then i realised I was in danger because lions kill humans then the scene shifts and the fear of hurt was no longer the same! ^ I am then in a new scene in the midst of an East End of London abode ^ A whitish man in this dream I am having smiles at me with the exact same smile i cre...
Read more
The affect of illness can sound wicked... ...to express Yet can do so much evil if left unsaid It can be difficult to just get up  Get out  Or Get dressed Jump up  Shake it off She’s been penning it in again They sing back  They are rich Or deserted kids All lost in patterns of behaving wickedly Left to play evil on the mind of others They pretend they cannot feel Just to enjoy their or handed down evil deeds Lost in the hysterics Of words times and antics of years gone by Of a certain kind of literature and literacy We have never felt  Thanked We feel  Blanked To  Use Endless Revenge They plead She knew me But that never stops the effects and costs of behaviours of cruelty Leaving loss To be dealt with brutally Natural Flowism A Freedom of Being!
Read more

THERAPY IS THE PROCESS: BECOMING A BETTER PARENT

  IF I DON'T WRITE THIS NOW I FEEL LIKE I NEVER WILL... ...thankfully that is not true. Now whilst this might not come out the right way, I think that is possibly a good thing because then the truth of it, about it, and within it will not be hidden. It is now the 02/01/2023/02:07am I have been just drawn to documentaries about...I feel to say human treatment. 1st Nation Abuses from around the Globe. In search of the compatibility and comparability of how the almost or exact behaviours have been played out when dealing with similar or the exact same behaviours single down into individuality! But, as I did that a mildish form of personal guilt hit. Here, I was just the other day waxing lyrical about how the most beautiful thing I ever heard was hearing that my brain is what creates my mind. Only meant in the context of my self-healing from abuse not per se because I am a Mother...and nothing is more beautiful than hearing your own child say I love you which is such an intrinsic part ...
Read more