The Effects of those conversations in your which may or can Affect the Day before Dawn!

 Externally Gentle within

To know there is something wrong in me

Will never be new to me

But again and again 

Without wanting or needing cause to defend

I think I hear it over and over again

"You should meet it"

"it" is someone else talking about me that dreaded feeling on top of all the other criticism I have been feeling 

These are conversation in someones head

"Old Cow!"

They were planning

"Who?"

"It was going to be turning up saying this is what it is"

"Its that left over thing innit"

This random conversation from nowhere continues

"Everything she done fed us"

"Yeah....they laughed...any thing she done made us hit the ground running to see if any feed or money was in it?"

"F*** Cow...she never give a S***"

"Its that thing where you believe they knew you so how could that ever leave a bruise or cause any pain?"

"Hmm....suppose you don't think do yah?"

"Nah not really"

"I bet she would prefer not to be writing old stories"

"Is it because she keeps hearing voices?"

"Its how close it is....one kept repeating....it is how close it...it was a she...she kept saying...angry.. wasn't she...a bit?"

"Got her thinking of how she or he could have done it....I bet something clicked...coincidental incidents? or was it"

"Nah....time for her to move on. Can be so hard to tell...the disorientation of jealous!"

But Suppose it never was just a conversation in your head

But Someone else trapped  trying to cause someone else reality to become unnecessarily warped?

Natural Flowism

A Freedom of Being!