A Form of Vindictive Communication

Living under an oppression

Under the Undercurrent of Attempted Murder! 

Who would jump on a band wagon to get away with what they had done?

Stalkers make their antics look like who they are targeting or want to be like?

Easy to pick on celebrity or people who focus on getting their jobs done keeping their lifestyles in good standing for  themselves, as a result motivating everyone else?

But, there is a feeling and fear which makes you hold things back because you are scared you don’t know how somebody is going to react 

It can feel like a submerged form of attack. 

It is a distraction built into a stalker or abusers antics  

Information which is full of unfathomable delays more than likely the very evidence which might just free feelings of oppression 

How shall I start this?

In a sleepy village in the back of England somewhere an unsuspecting odd couple plot and ✈ plot and plan to fund their world off the backs of celebrities hard work ...does that sound believable?

I want to try and identify some things about a certain disordered type but I cannot quite explain what it is...so I will need to keep explaining it by thought feeling and deed, until I can get to the crux of what it is. 

OPPRESSION: Internal course work instructions: as mentioned continue to detail your work feelings and incidents after being present during a poignancy  from: 2021-2022 why 2021? 2012!

Redefining or identifying what a sick person may really need amazing how so many people actually need treatment but find themselves in a relationship instead

Internal Course Work identify ill with what?

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Some days I find myself negotiating obsession instinct and intuition simultaneously.

Here I am again at not enough said!

The long well worn patterns with what?

Living with somebody else’s illness somebody’s who is going to tell you about yourself even if it includes using others or escapades aimed at causing....?

Somehow they’ve planned it again it almost feels like under my name they say and hide....?

After time the well worn patterns begin to seep through but they have already got everybody believing it is all about you because stalkers, and other abuses quickly quickie look like it is all about you...they seem like past masters when it comes to on one hand mimicking your vibe whilst multitasking at the same time trying to devalue you at the same time working hard to say, fit in, drop in that cruel line that is still speaking about ...?

It has taken me years and I am still working on not sitting in reception of them

Going through working life you would employment law did not exist  never seen so much applause everything they get another one in...where next do you think they will target if they already felt the need to go after one necessity I need....I mean surely that cannot be the hardest guess...?

That is a need that cannot even be described as greed...so how bad can the persons disorder be?

At what stage is this abusers in the games they consistently configure to play?

There was no revenge between you and someone you were all just raising your kids to get on but their drive became more poignant as you chilled out got your mind and spirit serving better deeds not even feeling comfortable with success being the best revenge because sometimes despite all you do, that is not how people would necessarily see you, so why bother?

But what happens if someone cannot account for the years they have lived?

What on earth do you mean?

What if someone has spent so much time doing something, being at places they cannot otherwise explain?

Is that how they catch a stalker out?

Suppose someone cannot explain why they are always at the same place as somebody else be that on the opposite side of the carriageway or not?

Hmmm...didn’t think of that...

Suppose no one can be bothered to lie of give an alibi for this person anymore...but make it know they have always had an unhealthy interest in a particular someone?

They are tickled pink every time the can play with that person’s mind?

Everything they get to sneak by?

They can build on that experience for years and years without so much of a thought that one day they may just have to explain themselves...yet show no identification or understanding how the other person may have felt as they blindly believe nobody could see the antics they so carefully plan yet possibly wrong perceive?

But they keep doing because they have become convinced it is the only way they can speak to the one they perceive as constantly leaving instead of seeing that person as just getting on with the most basic improving living standards!

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Natural Flowism 

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A Freedom of Being!

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