Yanking - Lavinia's Brain does the unexpressed and undone as expected by Poetry!

They like to give hope where there is no hope.
Yanking yah chain every time they can get to you and play their own type of mind games.

You were almost going to get what you want but I am here again to mess up your way.


Got this timed and planned like a microwave I cook and delete good times from your mind and brain and play that/my sick game, over and over again!

Taking the piss as I pass you by different locations I am still at the gate on time.
Light skinned freckled face painted cream with a black beard followed you part way home again. Behind the wheel at the near airport junction of the most famous taxi men

Is there a killer in the trench?

Sat in the doctor and in they walk with eyes clapped to the back of my head already so fixated, my instincts starts to signal if it wasn’t for my track  World Spirit Cleanse (The Dramatist)  banging out the head phone the puff of air with the antoganiser sitting left there I would have fallen asleep again!

Thank God I was not driving.

Up against so much mental abuse my whole body fell sick exacerbating every current former illness and injury there is.
Other people can and do make you sick.

One toxic person quip and cruel. Site on camera or in person the energy exchange though unwanted perpetrated again and again can eventually affect your momentum leaving you depleted and unhappy at home, or even away from home. Because those type of people thrive on the effects they cause. 
It can feel hopeless
Endless questions 
Change your life
The same plea's comes back
I am trying
But what do you do when you walk free and their hatred follows where you go
Stop look back find them and stop them
I tried the best way I knew how. But I am busy and there are too many unknown dangers, and I need to get on with my life. But like my late Mother said there are strength in numbers whilst society supports that type of coward. I just keep ducking and diving to carry living honest!
Does that day need to come when you finally have to reckon with someone who should be getting on with their life but has spent a great deal of their life hiding the fact they have done nothing else but mess up your life?
What about when seen through a deliberate energy transference tries to beckon?
Open season
So many people have seen you
Your artistry leads you
They try to slot in around you
Do they spend all day plotting?
She just wrote about her injuries now they need to send a call on that just happens indicate the part of the body damaged?
And this and that is a bot?
Faceless crimes
Who made that up?
One man sat behind everyone with an over calculating brain?
Sitting this and that down clinging to the fame of  proudly dragging women’s minds down. 
Planned and preyed on only ethos of a gang. 
Revenge for those who never made it into the halls of fame disrupted diversions creating unnecessary hatred.
On me every day
Predicted by a medium the old man who needs that feed everyday which has turned out to be preying on your anatomy as though paedophilia and child sex abuse never existed.
Wilfully allowed to create a repulsive hell whilst gliding past everyone unnoticed for their highly sociopathic cruelty. Got everybody believing in loving opportunities when for the one they target there is nothing else being created other than their life being used as an alibi for all the money they more than likely are stealing. 
No matter how many lines you think of it is still almost impossible to think of it, or convey it the way it really is.

They comes out the door again and again they know it is them they go and get and agent.
Things start to sync bunched up in a car on a country lane as I get lost over and over again!
My home is still not re-situated. 
Admittedly we are all against a battle of other natural things which can cause it
Brain that does not properly function 





But it is that constant situation that pops up again and again which clings to the enjoyment of one whilst the other is constantly or intermittently disappointed?

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Natural Flowism 
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A Freedom of Being!
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