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The Sound of Her Emerging!

She emerges from her house to laugh again Leaving that feeling of restriction: how dare you express yourself again. The Sound of a garden front door gate swinging open and shut rings through the city nights As I put cocoa in a bowl and remember an artist impression and feel a silent utterance of...oh lamb of God almost incidentally or simultaneously coincidincing with a sound of a tiny animal bleating! Funny though it may seem Energy can be imprinted like an effect of a print machine But little notice is noted in some circles of people As criticisms are blasted tearing ear from ears Simple evidence diminished in some cases so cruelty could carry on The clashing of different things which happen to each and every individual connected or unconnected can be fight to keep your individual self esteem at a good level and your self confidence at a good height Sink not into the varying illnesses of man Be thy wise of thy differences in each circumstance and challenge that you are presented with...

Pensive Healing

Held in a suspension of apprehension of truth Fearful of connection misread without the intention to cause pain or dread A willingness to know to learn and put things right Yet a feeling and a sense of seclusion keeps everything and everyone back A static movement amongst those who want and need so desperately to be free Empty cities happen after good cheer tinged with a little sadness for those who are no longer as present as they were Chills and fevers Love and lovers Though inspired to not do Represent and speak of the fullness, and attributes of loving kindness There was anger in our past between my late sister and I to an on looker it may seem cruel and wicked of me to embrace or be drawn to extremes of part of what had been I cannot say I am right to do as I do Sometimes I can walk away Sometimes I just have to stay and sit with whatever message to me it is It is the truth of how we eventually spiritually connected and even though we trauma bonded we became friends Somewhere w...

MELT DOWN WEEK!

Well, I have to admit I almost don’t know where to start. Start with the most challenged by everything and everyone and then build the most transparent easy to use automated system around them that will help them negotiate every challenge efficiently in a self sufficient way. Allowing them to maintain dignity, self respect, and independence at all times. ^ Trying to make it back from meltdown week From 27/07/2022 to 12/08/2022 I grazed past a mistake I had made without seeing between the time frame mentioned. I couldn’t believe myself! It was a challenge for me, and I already know through each challenge I need to push a little harder. But suppose you just don’t see it? Suppose you just cannot see what is right in front your eyes for a period of time  not for want of trying either. I thought it was all over until a moment ago, and thanks be to God the answer were right before my despondent head! But it still happened again.  They all say don't they if you want to something just...