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How do you deal with the Relentless Internal Questions or Conversations if you are the Abused still Under an Abuser?

The fear of seeing the truth? ^ It can be so difficult to fully say what you want to say. There maybe a variety of reasons why your brain may not fully function that way. How many times have you left a gathering or been at a gathering feeling half cut, left for dead, mind, brain, and body drained and left feeling impossible to replenish due to all the wicked things which have been said. There maybe various reasons why other peoples brains has that type of effect on your brain.  "Loved" they said "They love you" they said but they have racked your head Almost left you for dead They've had their say  But you had no true way of sharing or relating to what they had to say. You have left their conversation with so much more on your mind to say than before you went to that gathering but there is nobody left to listen to you,  or care about how you are going to process all your innermost thoughts, feelings, or state of being. You feel alone even though you have respons...

A Conversation about experiences behind Learning how to Write a One Page Miracle!

How have you been, Lavinia? Still putting vegan mayo  on Chicken Breast, and Vegan Block Butter  Naturali' on everything else like Bulgar Wheat and Salmon with Greens and Seasoning herbs like: Curries, Coriander powdered Spices, all of which I absolutely love. You know when it feels like every mouthful of food literally prays for you as you eat it...I am so thankful and gratefully blessed to be able to have and share that experience. ^ Ok...but are you ok? The only way i can answer that truthfully right now is... I woke up on the banks...hillside pyramids of what looked like the Serengeti I rolled onto my right side to see a she lion beside me paw bent and in the air as she partially lay in her back Then i realised I was in danger because lions kill humans then the scene shifts and the fear of hurt was no longer the same! ^ I am then in a new scene in the midst of an East End of London abode ^ A whitish man in this dream I am having smiles at me with the exact same smile i cre...